sick of sin

Sometimes I just get so sick of sin,
both in my own life and in the lives of those around me.

I get tired of giving in to variations of the same temptations over and over again.
I become weary of fighting against the thoughts, the looks, the words, etc. that seem to come so naturally when I least expect them.
My longing is to be like Jesus, to be perfect as we are called to be, but it is so evident that I am not. And it is frustrating and humbling.

I live in the knowledge of grace. I truly do. But sometimes it seems that "song" is abused and used as an excuse, so I am cautious there.
We do need to struggle and wrestle and fight.
And ultimately, release. Submit. Give up our burden and yoke for the one that is easier and lighter.

And again, it is grace that shines through.
Boundless grace.
Matchless forgiveness.
Unsurpassed love.

"If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
1 John 1:8-9